Linda Evangelista Refused to Be Seen in Public for 5 Years

Linda Evangelista spent five years "hibernating" because she hated the way she looked.

The 59-year-old supermodel - who previously sued CoolSculpting for $50 million after being left "permanently disfigured" by a fat-freezing procedure in 2016 - lost her confidence and couldn't bear to look at herself, so she barely left the house other than to walk her dog at "obscure times" or if her 18-year-old son Augustin needed her to.

Speaking during a presentation at the WWD Apparel and Retail CEO Summit, she said: “I was just so unhappy in my own skin.

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but I spent years and years focusing on my looks. My self worth and value became about my looks, and I felt flawed. I didn’t love myself, and I didn’t understand why anybody would love me if I didn’t like being with myself or looking at myself," she said at the event.

During that time, Evangelista underwent a double mastectomy in 2018 after being diagnosed with breast cancer, only to contract the disease again four years later.

She underwent both chemotherapy and radiation treatment and even now still has to take a "horrible" medicine, but she is just grateful to be alive.

"But I celebrate every day that I’m here," the influential model stated.

After making her return to the runway after 15 years away with a 2022 Fendi show, Evangelista teamed up with Steven Meisel for a book of her most iconic fashion images, and the response she received from the public helped her regain her confidence and rethink her ideas of beauty.

“When I hit that book tour right after the Fendi fashion show, the people in line first to have their book signed were so emotional and shaking and crying," she told the audience.

"Then I did book talks, and I saw the love there, and I couldn’t believe how much support was out there for me. [I wish I] had known that people aren’t as vain as I was then, that they would accept me the way I was and that there is support and love for me as a human being, not just a model," Evangelista gushed.

“I really get what beauty is, and it’s not what I thought it was. It’s deeper than that, and people aren’t as fickle as I thought." she added.